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Jun. 22nd, 2017


I hate Trump

I am just putting this out there to be on record, when the fascist scum finally takes over as the dictator scum he aspires to be and takes all of us opposed to him prisoners and kills us. I want it on record that I think he is the lowest form of life on the planet, and I'd rather die opposing him and scum like him then live under his tyranny.

I do not understand anyone who supports such garbage as leader. I have hoped, prayed and supported anyone who opposes him and his ilk. I will stand against him and all he stands for until the day I die.

Just saying.

Jun. 18th, 2017


I hurt someone with my words today

I hurt my roommate with my words today.

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Apr. 26th, 2017



There are people who expect perfection from everyone else, yet they are far from perfect themselves. No one can live up to their standards because they keep moving the bar, changing what they expect, changing the rules. These people are toxic to themselves and others.

If life's circumstances has put one of these people in your life and you can't get rid of them for whatever reason, you must get away from them. If you stay around them either they will physically harm you, or their irrational behavior will eventually be detrimental to your health. They are the problem, not you. They are the ones who need psychological help.

Apr. 8th, 2017



I've really lost interest in so much. Daily life is just taking a toll and I'm too tired to deal with it.

On the plus side I'm optimistic that everything will work out.

Mar. 27th, 2017


Been awhile

I'm in Virginia Beach this week. A lot has been happening. The foreclosure went through on my home in NJ. I'm going to move to Virginia Beach over the course of the next few months. I've got to restart my life. I'm burned out. I've got a second chance. I'm closing one chapter of my life and opening another.

Mar. 24th, 2017



I want to live in a F<%king Disney musical, with happy little bluebirds singing their f<€king hearts out, and dancing rabbits being f<€king jolly all over the place.

Yes I'm delusional.

Jan. 12th, 2017


I'm done...

So my "helpful" roommate, read that as toxic person, attempted an oil change on my car. He broke something. It's done. My life needs to be rearranged and I'll have to do something I didn't want to do. I put it off. I shouldn't have, but I did. So now I'll be making a move and rebuilding my life, and I do resent the outside influence that came into my life and the way this was forced upon me. There is anger and hatred. I don't know when or if I'll ever forgive this.

At the moment I'm coping with so much anger I'm amazed  I'm not smashing things, well I am at work and there's nothing to smash. I'll calm down. Eventually. I don't know when. I'm not focusing on any of the problems. I'll just hold my anger until it dissapates, or I explode in fury. I'm done with all of it.

Jan. 6th, 2017



Last night I had a strange dream. I was at a rest stop-like building sitting at a table eating something, not sure what. There was a woman sitting at the end of the table. She could've been either my  mother or Gaia. Technically Gaia is mother  of us all, anyway...she had white and pink blotchy skin, and was wearing a blouse with her left breast exposed.

Now when my mother was first in rehab and couldn't dress herself I would sometimes come in to find her dressed like that, so again I'm not sure of who she was.

She was talking, but I couldn't really hear her because her attire and blotchy skin distracted me. I feel she was warning me of something, but I don't know of what?

Could her skin represent radiation poisoning? Was Gaia trying to ask for help to save her/Earth from the human menace? She was talking but I couldn't understand. Either I'm not ready to listen, or not learned enough to understand. I wish the universe would help me to understand.

Dec. 24th, 2016


Frank talk

I hate Donald Trump and everything he stands for. In my opinion he is destroying the country already, before he even takes office. He has assured the division of the country through his hateful words. He became president elect because Russia interfered and hacked into our political system and help get him elected. He has already backed down on every promise he made.

He sickens me, literally. He will harm America in ways I never imagined I'd see in my lifetime.

That's what's on my mind abd how i feel. Happy Hols.

Dec. 5th, 2016



Todaay I'm an emotional wreck. Nerrvous, worried, flat out scared. I don't know why. Wish I were alone in a dark room, safe from the world. I'll blame Trump for making me feel this way.

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