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Aug. 17th, 2017



I know I've talked about this before, but I suffer from depression.

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Aug. 16th, 2017


August 16

I keep making mistakes.

Aug. 6th, 2017


Sunday August 6, 2017

Not a good day. I can't even put any of it into words at the moment. Let's just say I'm fucking sick of everything in my life. Pora. (It's time). I've had enough of people arguing, of feeling I have to be there for others, and on general I'm sick of dealing with everything and everyone in my life. At the moment I'm sitting in a courtyard at Raritan Bay Medical Center in Old Bridge NJ, alone in silence only the sound of a plane overhead and traffic in the distance, and I'm at peace in the pseudo silence.

Jul. 31st, 2017


I suffer from depression

My depression is a result of a combination of things.

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Jun. 23rd, 2017


June 23 2017

I feel horrible this morning. Shaking so much I can barely walk in a straight line. I really am tired of waking up and feeling like this.

Jun. 22nd, 2017


I hate Trump

I am just putting this out there to be on record, when the fascist scum finally takes over as the dictator scum he aspires to be and takes all of us opposed to him prisoners and kills us. I want it on record that I think he is the lowest form of life on the planet, and I'd rather die opposing him and scum like him then live under his tyranny.

I do not understand anyone who supports such garbage as leader. I have hoped, prayed and supported anyone who opposes him and his ilk. I will stand against him and all he stands for until the day I die.

Just saying.

Jun. 18th, 2017


I hurt someone with my words today

I hurt my roommate with my words today.

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Apr. 26th, 2017



There are people who expect perfection from everyone else, yet they are far from perfect themselves. No one can live up to their standards because they keep moving the bar, changing what they expect, changing the rules. These people are toxic to themselves and others.

If life's circumstances has put one of these people in your life and you can't get rid of them for whatever reason, you must get away from them. If you stay around them either they will physically harm you, or their irrational behavior will eventually be detrimental to your health. They are the problem, not you. They are the ones who need psychological help.

Apr. 8th, 2017



I've really lost interest in so much. Daily life is just taking a toll and I'm too tired to deal with it.

On the plus side I'm optimistic that everything will work out.

Mar. 27th, 2017


Been awhile

I'm in Virginia Beach this week. A lot has been happening. The foreclosure went through on my home in NJ. I'm going to move to Virginia Beach over the course of the next few months. I've got to restart my life. I'm burned out. I've got a second chance. I'm closing one chapter of my life and opening another.

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